TIRED

I am so tired of the so called christians, getting mad at me and leaving;
What is the problem????????????
You call your self christian, so why is there so much controversies, and discord, ????
One of the biggest problems is that way to many want to be chief who every one follows;
And think they are doing God some big favor by getting people saved;
So they can pat themselves on the back and say I did it;
Well all I can say is grow up; put down your bottles; and stop being tossed to and fro with every wind of doctrine, and being unstable , in your  on words;
With out courage, and courage in your faith; it is fruitless; and pointless;
And the other thing is; they  the so called; want to tell me how wrong and stupid I am, and say the scripture I give is wrong; and out of context; well here is the thing; the scripture I give does not contradict, other scriptures; but for the most part what they give does;; like we are saved;
So therefore we can be how ever we want; because all those other scriptures do not apply to me;
Well here it is; if my scriptures are a contradiction to theirs and theirs to mine; then the whole book, the bible is one big contradiction, and none of it can be believed; and here is what the world sees; in the christians; arguing; hypocrites; vipers; who can not get along; and love each other; and always in discord; so why would any one want that;
Let me tell you now if any of the so called; who are nothing more then luke warm, milk sodded, and have there on doctrine; get in to heaven, the cold atheist will have no problem,
So where is the LOVE??????????????????????????????????????????????? 
AND THE LIKE MINDS;????????????????????????????????????????????