EXPERIENCE

EXPERIENCE;
It has been my experience is the best teacher;
When you have truly experienced any thing; no one can tell you you have not;
I would like to share this; when I was first starting to seek;and pray; I thought I was the one behind and needed to catch up; with all the ones who had been in the churches; for years; I  thought every one that went to church; loved God; and knew his word; so therefore it was me only that needed to be rooted and grounded; and to be able to comprehend with all saints;
But a sharp slap in the face; a rude awaking; bitter sweet; pain, and heart ache,
Because I found that this was not the case; people go for all kinds of reasons;
Mostly because this is what they think is right; and they were told this by their parents;
Sad but true I learned this pretty quickly;
Along my journey; I have found challenges; obstacles;deep and wide; high mountains to climb;
Yea though I walk through the shadow of death; I will fear no evil;
When scriptures such as these; come to life; and you are faced with the challenge;and you have to dig deep; deeper then you ever thought possible, and no one offers to help;  they just lie in wait to shed Innocent blood;plot and plan; to be a stumbling block,all they want to do is point out what they think you are doing wrong; saying it wrong; and you just look wrong; tribulations; a word they hate and do not want to experience it;do not want any kind of suffering; I confess I was really naive; Plan and simple I did not know; how it was; and would and will be;All I wanted was to love God; and be with people who loved God;
Still want that; to love and be loved;
But I tell you true; I will not call them my bother or sister; when they blatantly; reject me; and my part; my words;They can claim all they want that they are christian; I will know them by their fruit;
And when you take something some one else said; then act like it was your own; when they flat out lie; and bear false witness; no I will not; call them anything but vipers and hypocrites;
Wolves in sheeps clothing; the blind leading the blind;
Bitter going in; but sweet coming out; and this I know my redeemer lives;
Let the redeemed of the Lord say so;; and I say so;