SECRETS

Yes; It was to be one big secret, one that I could not figure out,
But yet at the same time , they could not stop talking,
So they wanted me to know, yet I was not  to know,
Yes she knows, but no she doesn't
Double talk,Double meanings,
Double thinking, AS it is in scriptures, A double minded man is unstable in ALL their ways.
And as it says, There is nothing hidden that will not be revealed,
It will be shouted from the roof tops, 
And yes I will confess easy no not always, but possible, YES;
For he said I will never leave nor forsake you,'
And he never has ;
But sometimes flesh want s to rise up, but to say I was ever offended , No, for I knew what was going on. I know when and where it started and why,
And although they like to think, and project on to me what they believe and think,is just not the way I feel or think, I had a pretty( normal) life, until I met God,
And know this I do not regret one second of it, for I know my redeemer lives.
Sad but true what the scriptures say, I know first hand they are true,
The thing is that I was so naive in the beginning I truly thought, that the people who went to church, Loved God;
Not so; smack in the face, people go for all kinds of reasons,
And when I prayed Ephesians 3;
I thought I was the one who was behind and needed to catch up,
As I have said before I would not take anything for my journey now,
What he started he will finish.
Maybe I will tell you of my beautiful grand babies,sometime;