CHURCH (2)

So no I do not have a building in which to attend ;
But I can pray and praise God anywhere,
Although we are to be united, and assemble ourselves together,
But when no one wants to assemble with me, what am I to do,'
Fall back in line with religion?\
And I have met and have many family members who claim a lot and have never invited me to their church,
But then criticize me for not,
And I will decree and declare Right now before man and God,
That I would love nothing more then to be united, as one body,
There is nothing; nothing at all to go back to, I can not nor will not go back to religion,
And I will not settle for less, and this is just the way it is,
I can not go to a place and know what I know when they know less then me.
How will I be fed?
It seems to me that people are so willing to throw out the scriptures and think that is going to fix it,
I know what it says, I need more, then that,
I want to be edified ; and that is not to say that we are all on the same level, 
Because even Paul, who was younger in the faith then Peter, Paul rebuked Peter, to his face,
It is the simple fact that we all should have the same foundation, seeking the same thing which would be God and his truth, we can build and grow together, in love,
But I will say I still have much learning and growing to do, as for me the more I do learn, the more I know that I know so very little,
So yes let the true worshipers arise I want to love you and be loved, and have fellowship with you, we can learn and grow up into Christ together.
So pray for me, I need it,