CONSCIENCE

Conscience,;The awareness of a moral or ethical aspect to one's conduct.

Unconsciously; The part of the mind that operates without conscience awareness or control.

I want to be very clear, in what I am about to write,

Concerning on the job experience that occurred a couple days ago,

And only last night did I give it real thought, and I will be sharing both,

So as the definition goes to be conscience of something would be to be thinking about it, aware;

At the institution where I am sitting with a lady, it is more then clear that they hate care givers, in general, but have most certainly received the word on me, seeing how I have never met these people before, yet they know all, or sure think they do. 

So to be conscience would be in the same way they are being aware, of something, and in most cases plotting, and scheming, \

I can boldly say that I was not plotting, or scheming, nor aware, of what actually came out of my mouth, The lady I sit with had an episode, she was spitting out her food, she drooled, she was slurring her words, all in about a forty five minute time period,

When the nurse came to the door, I had just stood up, to get help, and when I saw her, I said she needs to go to the hospital, that medicine you gave her,The nurse and the wound care nurse both came in and said oh no it is the UTI, we see this all the time, I reply in my eleven years I have never seen such, Well that became a big deal, and was called a know it all, I could have said in all my life, I have never, but that is not the point,

When I said this about the meds, I was not consciously thinking about it, nor plotting,

But some where these things registered; I was thinking on this last night, and why it did come out my mouth, beside the fact that it was an extremely big coincidence,

Here is the rest of the story;

Why were they giving her medicine at that time,? her meds are given in the morning, did they just forget to give them to her at the appropriate  time?And why did both of the nurses, appear at that time, before I had a chance to call them?

And why was one of them a wound care, when he did not check the wound, and why were both of them there at that time of evening, when they are day people,?

Coincidence? I think not, But I do know this GOD KNOWS ALL; I said and I will not back down from it, no matter what they say.