Friday, March 22, 2013

MY STORY,

I will start with this,Alleluja,Praise to the King of Kings Lord of Lords My Friend, My Love now and through out Eternity. The Basics, I was born here on Earth to a certain man and woman. And as it happens I grew went to school had friends joined clubs and sports, attend Church which  was Baptist, my Dad was a preacher, Mom a Sunday school teacher.Even then I had questions all ways asking questions, I can truly say even they did not like it, yelled at on many occasions.Time goes  on , Dates, then marriage,divorce remarriage gave birth to a son, divorce, employment, single parent, remarry, divorce, I need to work on me. Go back to Church, Baptist of course.sang in choir,Sunday school teacher,Bible school teacher,parenting classes, job related classes, cosmetology classes, computer classes, lunch and dinner with friends,out on the town with friends.being a parent. LIFE.                                                                                                             Still the questions are there.Talk to preachers,called every one I knew, and I knew many preachers since my dad was one. questions, questions, no answers, no answers, for my troubled Heart.One day in my Sunday school class, I had the preschool, and they were being kids knocking each other down, taking the others toys, climbing on the table. I put music on, they freeze, stop and pick up their musical interments start dancing, as I watched their faces, illuminated I was so captivated , this has to be real.more seeking, more time, moved to Knoxville, neighbors left a booklet on my door, Ephesians,3 was in it.For those who do not know Ephesians,3 is a prayer Paul prayed for the Church,I made it personal I prayed it three times a day and meant it,sincerely humble before God.He heard and answered, finally answers for my troubled heart.                                       That was 18 years ago,OH my innocence's, truly thought it was me who was behind in my understanding of scriptures and God. And every one that went to Church Loved God and Truth. Slap in the face,rude awaking. But my troubled heart found, peace,love,truth.beauty like no other, it will be worth it all. Amen

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